Extract from the book I'm reading at the moment shares insight...
I forgive everything and everyone, including you , even thought I don't know what crimes you have committed. I forgive you because I love you and you don't love me, I forgive you because you help me stay close to my devil, even though I haven't thought of him for years. I forgive you because you rejected me and my powers are wasted, I forgive you because you don't understand who I am or what I am doing here. I forgive you and the devil who touched my body before I even knew what life was about. He touched my body and distorted my soul..